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Saturday, January 07, 2006
Depression/ 8:19 PM It's not the 1st time I'm slipping into depression. From time to time, my mood gets down and low, I wish I'd rather be dead...OR...I just hope time would fast foward and the sad things will just pass me by. I've began my new year on a very bad start, from a series of unfortunate incidents that happened over at Northern, where I'm mounting duty. I don't think I should mention in detail about the incidents cos I'm afraid of the implications it might result it. To cut it short, I just screwed up during 1 vehicle check, and I'm on the verge to be replaced and posted back to mount duty in base. It's damn depressing thinking that I'll miss the sitting toilet bowls (yeah...u heard tat right!), clean n spacious toilets, comfy and clean living environment and changi village. I mean, my life is like freaking suay at this moment. I've met wif these continuous run of bad luck. Yesterday I got recalled back to camp to assist with some investigation. They wanted me to reach by 7pm when I received the call at 6.25pm. It's simply impossible, considering the time I got the call and not to forget peak hour traffic jams. Then, after rotting there till 9+, we were dismissed and I reached home at 10.30pm, sharing a cab with ignatius. I feel sorry some of my northern mates who had plans for the day, only to be ruined by a phone call to get back to base for investigation. It's simply too eerie and screwed up to think of it again. I shall pay a visit to a temple for prayers and blessings some time soon to pray for better luck. Haizzz. Right now at this moment, I just hope that things will not go as bad as I thought it would be. It really sucks and the feeling's worse than not having a girl. Bye Northern, I'll miss ya... |
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