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Saturday, January 06, 2007
sudden burst of adrenaline/ 12:29 AM I woke up on Friday morning around 10.30am, considered quite late compared to the past weeks that I've been waking up at 7+ or 8+ max. No weird dreams or WET dreams if that matters. Somewhat, after I woke up, I had a thought and suddenly I felt an adrenaline rush. Switched on my com and googled 'kayaking' and 'scuba diving' - 2 courses which I thought I'd abandon cos of financial constraints. Maybe it's the effect of watching 1 litre of Tears - to live life without regret. I could vaguely remember what my previous MP told me when we chatted regarding ideas n youth. "Money should be the least of concerns. What matters most are ideas and people executing them..." There I went continuing to google and note down sites and the costs involved. Made some calls to the centres enquiring about the courses and managed to locate some friends to take up the courses with me. Is it fad? I certainly don't hope so. It will definitely leave a big fat dent in my wallet but CNY's coming... I practically spent my free time at home looking up for related info for the above 2 mentioned courses. Life's short. I have to enjoy this small bit of adventurism before I slip into into senile mode and rot myself to death. Haha..hopefully this sudden outburst of enthusiasm can last me a few more years cos by then, I'd most likely join the rat race and that's when I would really need to get a life. No more spare time when I step out into society. Eeek...I need money!!! *prays for toto..again~* If all goes well (studies and wallet-wise), some of us should be on our way to Blue Mountain for snow boarding. I know nuts about that and though I know I'd make a fool out of myself, losing to some kiddo there, the fun and adrenaline is overwhelming me. As long as it doesn't kill me, I might just give it a shot. But at this very moment, I'm quite certain parachuting and diving in Australia will be out of my to-do list for sure. I had nightmares after watching jaws at a young age and it has traumatised me so much that I might consider sueing them! As for parachuting, I really don't wanna have my chute fail me and I'll curse and swear when I fall down to the ground..It'll be worse if I don't die and smash my face into an unrecognisable state. Pls pls...Let my enthusiasm continue! And, I need more money!!! argh~~ |
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