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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i am weak -.-''/ 7:31 PM I went to Beach Road with Mike yesterday to get "booties" (my gawd. such word exists?) for the kayaking course for the next 2 weekends. Though it was raining, I accompanied Mike to buy some clothes for the new year. It's been quite some time since I stepped foot in town but, nothing's changed..except for the soaring prices. I didn't get any new clothes but I managed to get myself a new book called "The World Is Flat" while browsing in Kino. Tingshu came to meet us halfway and while shopping for more clothes, my legs were aching like mad. I've done 6 hours of duties and my record was 15hours straight! I told them I needed a break and desperate to sit down to rest my worn-out legs. My action was was with ridicule and comments like "RP legs so weak?" Eh c'mon. I see myself as civilian-to-be. Not RP anymore ok... Went gym with Jinhan today. I hope it's the 1st of many gym sessions to come. It's great to befriend a FS (Fitness Specialist) and his knowledge n expertise will come in handy for me to train in times to come. While having dinner, we talked about our lives in RV and SA. It's amazing how time flies. The memories that once haunted me now seemed like a joke. Haha. Still, one thing remains the same. I still think some teaching methods the teachers employed were wrong. The scare tactics, using of fear to pressure students, chasing them out of classes every now and then. Wrong wrong wrong... I really have Wee Kiang to thank cos he saved my life. Ermz, maybe not now but he did something that can potentially save my life. He's the provider of my 'new' helmet and if 1 day I did get shot in the head, I'll thank him for the helmet and remember the ass who lost my original helmet. Was talking to James this morning and had a discussion regarding making people who upset us pay! Humiliating them, insulting them, making them feel bad, destroying their mood and spoiling their day. Sounds damn good. The kind of things anti-hero does, or rather bad guy moves. Well, it's good to be direct and not hide our true emotions. Honesty at its best! Truth hurts..take that sucker! Eh, sometimes it's just good enough to stay cool. Don't wanna lose a friend and make an enemey eh? So James, don't be shocked that I was freaking pissed while playing soccer that day. I can conceal my true emotions well enough cos I'm drama-trained. Haha... |
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