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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
A quick entry b4 I sleep/ 11:21 PM I think I'm dying already. Well, almost. As mentioned earlier, I had a flurry of physical activities like IPPT, running to base for a soccer session and sgt choo's IPPT training. I couldn't believe I still had the strength to accompany Pengkiat for a short run and a simple workout (that lasted an hour). With aching bodies and a shagged out mind, I dragged myself out of my house once again today just to do the same thing. Hey, it's all worth it to help a friend. It also serves me well since I'll be preparing myself to retake IPPT in the coming months & to keep my weight in check -.-" I guess I'll be quite shagged when I book in tomorrow cos I didn't have much rest to recover properly. I'm sooooo 'looking forward' to my next mount cos I'll have (yet another) sgt choo's ippt training this friday. I just hope I'll be preoccupied with things to do this mount cos I've been thinking of her quite frequently nowadays. Mounting on a weekend certainly didn't help. Prior to the mount, I've like dreamt of her twice in 2 days. Damn...I was happy with the dreams yet when reality hit me, depression set in. I've been updating my journal during my free time. It's a book that contains my thoughts about life, social issues and what else? her! I guess my iPod Nano came in handy since I could upload pictures into it and view them on the colour screen. But that's not what I really want...I ain't satisfied! Hmm...perhaps 1 of these days I'll gather enough courage to talk to her, ask her out...assuming she isn't attached now (or by then). Haiz.... Just popped by her friendster a moment ago. Well, at least I know she's ok. I'm glad that she's like having fun in uni (argh..i wanna get out of ns!), that's all I need to know. She happy, I happy. Ah crap. I just hope my hair grows back quickly cos it's simply way too short to my liking... To think it positively, I'll get to save money cos it'll take a lil' while longer before my hair grows to a 'cuttable' length. Hmmm...perhaps I'll maintained botak till I manage to lose weight and get fit? haha...that's just a crazy thought! I was in a dilemma whether to change my decision to go back to Malaysia for Qingming, an occassion when ,fyi, I pay my respects to my deceased relatives especially my paternal grandparents, cousin, aunt & uncles etc. I discussed it with Pengkiat, James and Wanjing yet I couldn't make up my mind. Should I stay in S'pore to have fun with my friends, watch soccer, play mahjong, dota all night long and save 1 day of leave? Besides, I didn't know them well since most of them passed on before I was even born! Or should I show some filial piety by turning up for the once-a-year family event to pay my respects to my deceased family members? If I fail to turn up, I'll be feeling guilty cos as a CHU, I ought to commit a little to a family event afterall. Besides, I'll most probably have a chance to hone my driving skills cos I've got my Traffic Police Test in the coming May! I guess Heaven answered my prayers. After chancing upon Boonkian's latest entry, I guess I think I've finally come to a decision. To Malaysia I shall go...unless I'm way tooooooo shag on friday to make the trip. =) |
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